and so today was de boring boring boring like siao de artsfest cum be yourself day
the opening ceremony was like damn kua zhang can
also not president coming or anything do until so long zhong=.=
and then was de same old routine:attire
and julia png kena caught for her awesome short shorts
and had to change into her baggy jeans
which caused everyone to laugh away;D
then was off to de breakdance thinggy with julia png
freaking weird can but i dunno why
but she insisted on staying there
and it became i pangseh her lor...
oh well and was off to find my junying and her gang of yiting kiuyan and huimin
jerald giam can sing eh!
yea i knew him for 2 yrs liao
but i didn't know his voice was this nice
haha;D
and we realised that all de girls wearing dresses there all zao geng(especially de drama de....)
and my shift at 10.40
which i went but did nothing.
okok i admit i'm slack
but then hor also nothing for me to do there!
so off to class to read new moon
and julia png popped in and i shock diao~
LOL
finished 2 chapters and decided to go back and be guai
but in de end met junying and yiting at the staircase
and was off to music room to watch de crappy choir thing
now a feel a twinge of guilt(or do i not?)
leow made us get into groups and we wrote positive things about each other
haha yea it's fun;D
and i when i read what julia png wrote actually got tears liao
but then she keep saying things that made me laugh
so in the end nothing came out
HAH!;D
and that reminds me that i have yet to finish hers...
and then was report books
and i saw de word:bubbly...
zzzzzzzzz
i freaking don't like this word lor
and i like see it every year in my report slip de
piang eh~
and my L1R5 was 23
high dao~
like de blue blue sky...
oh well
change before i emo diao
chinese was a killer
after she finish de gambling thing
i immediately lie on de table liao
then the youth olyumpic de was done half asleep...
AND IT'S HOME TO MY NICE NICE BED;D
yea rachel and her new fringe;D
with lao po and nu er;D
and de ever-so-tall daili say confirm cannot see me if we take picture together
SEE!
CAN SEE HOR
AND I'M TALLER! (kindly refrain from looking at de legs thank you;D)
didn't get to take photos with many others
all dunno die until where
zzzzzzzzzzzz
yea
buh bye bee hive
won't be seeing you next year le
and finally no more screaming due to de sudden appearance of de wasp
and good luck to de future 3/5;D
good luck to studying with a bee for a year;D
Once upon a time,I dreamed we'd be together...
In love forever.
Once upon a night,I was wishing for a never...
A never ending.
Once upon a time, once upon a night,Once upon a wish, once upon a dream...
and so what was the thing that changed us?
it wasn't like this a few months before
things change eh?
and i never seem to adapt to changes well.
and everything takes a big round and becomes my fault.
i try and try
but you never seem to believe me
just because i dun say them out
you take it that i have no troubles
i have...
i am just a normal girl too though i dun seem to show or tell them to you
you assume you know everything about me but i can tell you you don't
i can assure that no one does
because no one in this world will know everything about somebody
i wished that i had de ability to read your mind
i want to know what is it that you want exctly
so that i can actually try to achieve it and make you happy
but i can't, i'm not a superhero and you that too.
i dunno
things started getting weird
or it may be that it's my problem
cause i rmb this teacher telling me before
'if there is always a problembetween you no matter who de person is. It has got to be something wrong with you'
ok so just say it's me bah
i'm too tired to retaliate too.
once i thought that our relation would never change
but maybe for de better
but recently i realised
no nothing stays de same
there's nothing called eternity, forever or whatever shit
so maybe when my wings become string enough
i could fly away, to a place where i could start a life depending on myself
and you could forget me and hence ur worries could be lessened.
it may be de best souution.
my life is in a mess right now
i need you but you're not here
everything that i tried to cling on seem unrealistic to me now
as if they were never real
maybe i'm going out of my mind
i hope i could
and maybe i would be taken away
to a whole new place...
[i think i lost my ability to love you]
-jiawen;D
Life's Complicated. Nothing's gonna change it...
4:37 AM
J(1+W)=Julia+Jiawen
