muhahaha i finally found tyme to type =DD
been ultra buzy lately...
today qo c 007... Daniel Craig <3 size="2">nt enuf mehhs... 2 pple in so little daes...>.>
e show abit confusin bt heng i qt read e 1st book which when i went home my bro told mi its e direct squequl to it =DD
went to my psch to help my mother pump balloons fer my sch 10th aniversary =DD
dhen went to renew bk dhen come home type dhis =DD
primary school, how i miss it
the first step to social life
pass by my second home as well
it looks, looks less crowded
maybe my 'family' members are not there anymore
the innocent and happy times and the many more unforgetable memories that came along
those time that we would regularly return to it
unwilling to leave
the many friends that we made, the bond between us that grew
we were crazy over it, nothing could stop us
where has it gone to?
is it still there?
i still remember once we made a bet and ended up eating one hole tube of magnolia icecream, vanila or nepololian was it?
and another once i scolded some girl we disliked until everybody got shocked
those times where we could do everything we wanted,
where isit now?
we have gone different ways, will we ever be the same?
many of us have change, i guess i had too.
but can we be like before?
these are just memories after all ba...
may it always be remembered
how about now?
am i happy now?
would it help if we stopped?
if i stopped?
lots of scoops have gone into it,
i don't want it
do i really mean it?
what do these mean?
i thought of going back to normal
but then, what is normal?
and no its not the line perpendicular to the reflecting surface ._.
is my normal 3years ago? 1year ago? or 2 months ago?
or have i always been the same?
does it make a difference?
the importance of feeling important is of a very subjectable importance
my pm for today
the feeling of importance
i realize its very important to me
maybe it isn't as important to you?
jiawen asked me something today and her answer made me wonder
i asked the same thing to another person
his answer made me wonder even more
its not same as friends what, if so, whats the point?
i don't know... maybe i just think diferently from others?
i'm scared i guess, of don't know what
puting up a brave front isn't easy
sometimes i wished i could just flare up or break down and leave
sometimes i do things i don't want/feel like to, but just for the sake of the person
sometimes i just act happy to make things right
sometimes i just 装聋作哑 to ignore the akwkard atmposphere coming next
sometimes i just 装烹 just reduce the tension
i am not a high kia
unless i don't know i was
i am not a happy person
unless you make me happy
i am not a 主动 person
but circumstances led me to do so
what exactly am i?
who would really really know?
fakeness, am i one of them?
pretending, acting, adapting, changing, what the hell?
zz fin emoin yay =DD cn plae neopets/watch pokemon liaoooooooooooooo <3
muhahaha sometimes is better to let it go
after all you can't be selfish to control everybody's life and the people they come with,
that would be like the last friends the shuaishuai gf abuser =X
i should let go too, should i? of what actually, i don't know either
too much things too little neurons too much people too much feelings
i saw DARREN TAN today!!! he was stonin infnt of me playin his psp!!! wthh
i was starin at his side view fer 20mins!!! muhahaha =X
everytimeithinkofyou
ifeellikeholdingyouclosetome
justtotellyou
thatyouareminetokeep
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