was zi highin wif jw<3>
bt end up we made jw cry >.>
dno yy oso i feel guilty
i shld haf helped you im so sry i shld haf understand hw it feels lyk or mayb im immune liao =X
TUESDAY
when to eat wif jw + buy bks
returned to sch n we both chua dio when we peek into the lib!
somebody was muggin! lyk =.=
dhen decided to be late fer trainin and kena cot by jiaolian T.T
i shall not pon/b late fer trainin as much as i cn help it aqn! blehh
hongteng was chua dio by the presence of someone when she went out 2 return e 1st aid kit mr leong ._.
bused back home happily
WEDNESDAY
went out wif xuan in the mornin to qib her UL present
i tink her present rawks larhhs hahas
dhen went to eat at north point
we both agree dht it sarks no matter hw new it is lol =D
chewy juniors nt bad larhh! we ordered sth dhey qib alot eat until v full =x
dhen went baq home at arnd 2+
buey song dht im qona b a couch potato started planin stuff i wan water fiqht!!! v shuang!
ended up in woodlands library videotapin almost every moment bt dht stupid idiot delete evitinq =.=
jw is crazy and we know it
THURSDAY a.k.a TODAY
lols in the mornin nobody on9 i took e peace to blog =]
ltr trainin + chion bathe + qo buqis baaa
hope i cn qo...
i shal tel my parents is last min n we go baibai =/
e most i kena grounded scolded money cut hp gone ba...
anw left few daes niaa...
=DD
I realize that i'm always happy when i'm with you two
you made me change
and you made everything seem true
you two are really the most precious people to me, xcluding family
the times we shared are the most happy, though they might be meaningless
i'm scared of what all this are exchanged for
i always belive in equal trade
maybe i'm just being selfish indulging in all these without thinking of the consequences
something someone said yesterday that made me jolt in the middle of my high-ness
我不敢做船 我会晕船
there are times where i 也是这样觉得 but just never say
or there are also sometimes where i know but don't want say
or times that i want to say, but don't know if i should
and there are even more times where i say yes not correct, say no also wrong hence keep quiet
i think duno is the best answer but whatever~
guess i'm starting to dislike myself
both physically and mentally ba...
or is my ego taking over my conscience...
beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
and i dislike the mirror more and more
but then that is my buisness! hahas
if perfection has an end, i'm only at the start
but still 千里之行始于足下 zzz
would you stop at the best, or the one you want?
would i stop at the best?
so many choices i have to make
do i need to make them now?
so many factors affecting my decision
will they change in the future?
how i wish we could remain in this state not close not far just nice
to whom can i tell my fears to?
to whom can i share my secrets?
to whom can i truely feel myself with?
i guess many people too have not find such people yet
i shall spot for mine
words are words and feelings are feelings
words do not represent feelings
sometimes feelings must be felt face to face
and not via other mediums
indulging in a superficial relationship is fun bt insecure n neither true nor real
jw asked me something which i didn't answer properly
i guess i just don't know the answer
5+ years is long,
so is 8months
but i don't really wana measure them now
i told you before many times, i don't only have 1 choice
wahh lonq post siaosiao
lala off to watch my show <3>
我也不是 世界小姐 醜點笨點 也沒關係 -- 宇宙小姐
x-Julia
J(1+W)=Julia+Jiawen