friday.not a realy good day. really.
yea and i wasn't a guaikia today
ponned cca
*sssshhshhs.*
i'm tired of school and i dun wish to speak about it.
tired of life too.
everything's same
nothing's gonna change or occur.
i wanna forget her too
and treat her as like some shit
but i can't.
5 years.
it's long or at least half a decade
sounds more chim.
my mum never fails to mention her
even at times when i'm about to forget her...
why can't i forget?
she's a goal,an aim a target.
just like some others
i dun want to lose to her
childish or whatever~
if she can treat me like shit
i can too.
let's just put that at the back of my mind first
not priority
plenty of time to settle that
for now, let's just get along in the socially right way.
the day the door was closed
the echoes filled your souls
they won't say which way to go
just trust your heart...
what's in the future?
which is the right one?
this or that?
wo luan le.
i want to return to when i need not make decisions
i'm afraid of taking responsibility for my decisions
afraid of making the wrong decision.
not a lot of time left
and i need ample time to make the right choice
i dun know how.
yet i'm at the point where i have to be independant and make my own decisions.
i admire those who can say their dreams confidently
it makes them look so almighty and power~
gawd....
suan le
i go watch my lin you jia.
there's still good things in life.
ren sheng is mei hao de.
unpredictable things.
quite a lot.
love....
a troublesome one.
i think i'm gonna be sick soon
i wake up and sleep everyday with a blocked nose
and i feel cold whenever the winds blow
but who cares.
let's just enjoy the moment.
gawd.
my oh-ba-kak
changed from purple to red sia.
freaky~
i've only seen black ones before.
-jiawen;D
Life's Complicated. Nothing's gonna change it...
6:13 AM
J(1+W)=Julia+Jiawen