Dear Heart <3,>
i met a boy today, prepare to shatter.
With love, your hormones
added the last line inspired by bio lesson today =D
line from Ching Yee requested by nicole when she wan emo quotes for somebody's birthday hahas
lets list tinqs dht happen and make mi gan chu liang duo nw
1)whether or not i qt 2 watch tv cuz joejoe is infnt of it nw n news is at 2130 =.=
2) today maths lesson
or after maths lesson wadever blehh actually during
pengsan-ed when i saw the paper kns sia
its seriously as DaiLi said- worst dhen amaths paper T.T
bt dhts nt e point bah...
wasnt really worryin/thinkin about it anw
but still stupid test 1st test i c le dhen auto pengsan qib up hope
i qt hope osho dno hw do reli stone diao catch no ball T.T
i hate circles
think im qona fail my emaths...
mayb cuz i din study bt stil i tink even if i studied oso no use bah >.<
haiz but wadever i qt my 2As le bah =DD
3) wad i was worryin/thinkin abt durin maths test
dno lehs jus pissed i alwaes dno e qns to e test dou i considered closest bt wadever
its jus nt riqht to noe e qns b4 hand anw n its nobody's fault bt mine bah
jus i din qt my qns answered even dou i asked alot of tymes bt nvm
fck it bah its okae its jus mi im too sensitive n i kan help it
i just love my kor he is nice n he noes hw to comfort mi =] mayb cuz he noe mi lonqer bah...
and to Istar and i tink YaHui, hes nt my stead hes jus my no.1 kor dou i oni hab 1 kor =X
some things jus sae to certain people dhey ll listen better, noe what to sae btr/ react jus e way i wan/like , i mean evibodi react differently, if i tel u, u wun sae the same, thus wun make mi feel the same n hence i din tell u or else u would say thinqs i dun like as u ll react differently. omq i love connectors =X i tink Mr Poh ll like mi too
4) my stupid hpy has a stead
okae dhts lyk so ytd news bt
her stead kns!
or at least i tink so muhahaha
wahahah =X
fat fat look lyk pig de! =X
n looks stupid too! muhahaha
omq he cfm qt double chin n he seriously look fat nt lyk JianShen cute cute shuai shuai de =D
lalalaaaaa
bt i tink his hand is either on her waist/or machine and e other hand on her ass/ or i seein tinqs
bt dhen muhahaha
i dun care cuz hes fat n uqly n probaly dumb =D
5) stupid busy life
dumb y mus evitinq clash?
ahhh shldn hab wanted e jap pple come my hse dumb
waste my tyme space tots btr qib mi chiochio de
grrr
have performance dhis sunday larhh nd practise
hw come ur dun understand?
wtf
i quess pple jus dun understand hw much i love dancin bah n hw qd my crew is
1stly i actually qt a portfolio
2ndly im actually doin wad i like
3rdly dhey are nice and trustworthy n slack pple as well + talented
hw qd is dhis? blehh
anw i tink i stoppin fer awhile aft june bah...
jus too busy x.x
6) me not payin attn in class
i dno y i jus cnt pay attn in class =/
sec 1 sec 2 i ll jus tok n tok n tok n sms alot of pple at e same tyme
sec 3 i oso tok 2 florence/jiawen all e tyme n continue sms-in pple
sec 4 nw i oso tok even more
quess e only diff is nw sec 4 mre impt? + i tink tok until v hiqh =X
bt bobianzxzx last tyme is zi hiqh de
nw is lyk found a new playmate =X
nvm mayb i shld try to listen durin class...
dou i kan x.x nvmm tryyyyy =.=
7) i qt hiqher dhen e bloody teh de =DD
or rather e teh de qt freakin low
even if nt considerin my marks, she qt relatively lower to pple who qt e test wif her muhahah =X
and u sae i chao? its ur own fault bahhh =D
and i admit dht my chem test i din do it all by myself
bt still, fer e 1st test i qt nth sae larh dou i qt ask u chanqe ur self, u dun wan i cn oni sae ty sry lorh
dhen fer e 2nd test dou i qt e mcqs
bt i stil do it myself lurhh n all tally okae...
dou is i sae nia larh bt stil ur riqht bah bt stil
i tink olvls most impt bah, if u or anibodi hav wad yi jian i nth sae lorh bobianzxzx dhish ish mi dhish ish my life i wan it dhis wae ur oso cnt do anth bahh
8) i hadn't been happy lately
as in happy happy,
happy fer a reason
happy because its natural
happy cuz dhrs no other neqative feelin cuz dhrs none, or even btr, cuz i kan rmb ani
i dno y
does zi hiqh-in means im happy?
i quess nt bah, at least to me
i dno y bt i tink im qtin tired bah
if ur tink zi hiqh v ez, dhen tink aqn bahh
i tink its tirin mi, even dou i choose to zi hiqh larh
bt dhen, wad else could i do? okae pay attn durin class =.=
i dun wan my life to b sho borin lehhs
sch is e only time i spend wif my fwens bah, 1 of e qrp of pple dht matters most nw,
i dun wan 2 jus sit nxt to dhem n stone =.=
dhis few daes nth much happen bahhh
borin borin lifeeee
jus kena shoot by chye =.=
ask him ki see shuddup larh nabei
nvm i shal nt sae further
bt i quess i kan prove myself due to e stupidity in emaths tests =.=
haiz pe finally ran,
realize my stamina drop alot alot dno hw sia
i wan qt trophy fer e cross country... tsktsk
mayb? try? hahas
if nt dhrs alwaes napfa =q
haiz end of rant bah
i jus hope dht cca ends soon,
n fri sat quickly end soon bah tsktsk
i shall find a wae to enjoy myself mean while =/
as well as mug >.<
the next time we meet would be when our cars collide -- Winnie
I can show you how to fly and never ever come back down - Lay Your Hands On Me
Cause if there's something better baby well thay haven't found it yet - Bad Medicine
ooh, she's a little runaway. no one heard a single word she said. -- Runaway
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